Lituya and Katmai
Alaska
U.S.A.
2014
He made it to the moon
He promised to wait
SHe did
Simply Enjoying What Is
Tuesday, July 29, 2014
Wednesday, February 12, 2014
The Other
Alive, the world
embraces me and I am drawn into the mystery of myself.
Every movement
reveals aspects I never knew.
A kaleidoscope of
colors, sounds and scents forming patterns redolent with meaning, swirling,
evaporating, dissolving into oneness before emerging,
Penetrating and
poignant, vivid, unique and overarching.
The patterns form,
coalesce and converge into clarity.
A brief flash as
they slip through my grasp.
I am moved, I cannot
resist.
Clarity gives way to
confusion and the magnitude of what I do not understand sweeps over me.
I am dissolved, made
new, changed yet again.
Tuesday, February 11, 2014
Silence
Sometimes I seek the
silence, sinking into stillness, resting.
But at times the
silence seeks me, pulling me into the depths,
Breathing
subsides, darkness demands my presence,
compels my surrender.
I drown, drifting in
the currents until I am released.
I am here, returned
to this simple moment that just is,
Moved and held by
wholeness,
Breathless in the
beauty, humbled to the core.
Friday, January 24, 2014
Tulips Transcended
Silence waits with expectant hush for darkness to descend,
Transforming trios transcend the embrace of earth and water.
Curiosity and compassion conquer cowardice.
Stillness settles.
Home.
Circe climbs to the top; she stops.
I watch from the door, my feet on the floor
I open the door.
Slowly she climbs down and flows into me,
Briefly.
Mesmerized, she turns and climbs again. I watch and let go,
Now that I know how to be.
Thursday, April 4, 2013
Life
Life is spirit playing with matter and energy to create form. Trees, babies, songs, poems, dances, cities and gardens. The only mistake we can make is to believe that anything could not be how it is. As long as it is real, it is unlimited. Why not make it beautiful?
Spirit can also be understood as the power of love.
Tuesday, March 26, 2013
Dancing Into Death and Hence Life
Rebecca's blog post
today, Dancing to Completion, stirred my thoughts about dying and hence about
living. Last week as the release of
toxins, triggered by the drug I am taking to clear them, stressed my heart
enough to make breathing difficult, my pulse race and my legs swell, dying felt like a very
real possibility. It is interesting to
face the reality of dying. In the past
such musings have been speculative.
When the reality feels immanent, the question deepens.
In the early days of
the pain escalating, I was blessed to discover that there was peace and even
joy if I stayed present, surrendering to the deepest part of me to sustain my
well being. I felt no fear of death. In fact I was envious when someone else
simply died; I felt the burden of being sentenced to a long life of endless
pain.
This recent
reflection convinced me that I am whole, there is nothing unfinished, nothing
that I need to do. But as I contemplated
that I might suddenly be released from
the pain, the preciousness of life flamed up and sadness overwhelmed me. The opportunity to love is worth whatever the
price. Life on this planet and all the
beautiful beings who share it glowed with heart wrenching beauty. I am choosing life and that choice feels
eternal, whatever happens next.
Leonard Cohen's song "Going Home" captures the spirit of knowing "I do not have a burden", I have been burnished clean and the next steps I take will be "without the costume that I wore".
As I was finishing the draft of this piece an angel in the form of Sharon Stussman appeared at my door and introduced me to Ceres Community Project and now I know my physical stamina will be returning to me. My life, every aspect of it, prepared me to help make this happen in Humboldt County.
The opportunity to love just showed up.
Tuesday, March 19, 2013
Floating Free
The ship of my life foundered on the rocks
The heavy timbers groaned and gave way
Wreakage flowing to the sea
I float free, a leaf swirling, dancing in the current.
Again, Rebecca took the words and this time not only responded with a drawing, but with several. The first tries were vivid bright colors, reflective of excitement and joy and while freedom can be that, they somehow felt too bright, too shiny. When she sent me this one I knew she had understood perfectly and had captured the subtle sense that I hadn't quite acknowledged. Seeing her drawing I understood that this freedom is very tender yet, the dance is only a slow swirl and depends on the water for movement. My body has much healing to do and I must flow as I am taken. How lovely to have a friend who can reveal my truth to me beyond what I can see myself.
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